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She didnt expect it to happen again?

???

uh oh,it causes me a real big trouble,seriously.

I am so dead now.

I hope everything can be settle down as fast as possible.

*crossing fingers*

How?=[

p.s:please dont ask me why as if like im going to tell u,haha!*what a fake haha?*

=(

Why he wanna act like as if he doesnt know me at all when he finally pick up my call?

I would really like to know what I've done wrong that make u have such a harsh decision on me?=(

I wanna know why?boycotting me?

At least you have to let me know la,so that I can get another job what?

=(.

I hate this to happen on me le.

Do you know why?since u are part of it in the company?




sigh...

Anyways,Im going to the Loft today with darling.I need to shake the stress away la.......=(*whoa,shake the stress away?haha!!!!funny!*

Hmm..wondering babe jen will be there tonight anot?cos she usually hang out there what?...I ll just give a call and see la!=)


Bye.....*hate to be boycott by him=(*



p.s:just THAT thing,it can spoil my mood!seriously man...=(...at least u tell me the truth instead of avoiding me la.

I called so many ppl just now,but no one is picking up?

=(..omg man!!!I feel so shitty now!=(

It hurts.
It does motivate me a lil.
It disappoints me.
It wakes me up!



Why?How could this happened to me?=(



Anyhoo,bad bad day for me.I met so damn many weird kind of person today.wtf?On the way to lrt station with babe jen&in the lrt back home.They kinda freaked me out,seriously.Oh and I collect my orders from Dolly Sins today.=).tee hee.



p.s:darling,dont think so much le....sigh.I ll be there for u no matter what!=)...!

Im feeling lonely now.=(

Im actually at the darling's hs now,hehe,waiting for her to back home!

lonely!!!sigh.

p.s:I feel lonely not bcos Im waiting for u here alone la dar,it's just that,err...I ll tell u when we skype,after u read this!=)


Anyhoo,went to sunway pyramid instead of mv just now.omg!girls,please do ur last shopping spree next week cos the recession is going to end very soon,like 1st of sept?hehe.Okay,Happy shopping!=)

p.s:baby,we really need to talk la,settle things down before it become worse.see u tmr,love u.

=(


I dont know what I want now,Im so lost.argh...again & again la.
How could this happened on me?
.............

He screamed at me as if like a dog barking at me fiercely!Okay,what would u do when a dog bark at u fiercely?stone there or try to run away?.....I stoned there instead,steadily continued doing my own work with my invisible headset on my ears.Oh god,it couldnt bare with the frequency of the noise.I decided to pack everything up and run up to my room.Ahh,peacefully quiet.=)

IT nearly throw my hp on the floor,but the bitch stopped IT.Pfft!tsk tsk tsk,so irrational!


Im out of here for few hours to chill myself down.


p.s:It's so pathetic when u have a bitch at home!tsk tsk tsk,bitch please..and the spouse of the bitch is insane.:o

I was working at SACC Mall,Shah Alam.There's a Handphone Carnival.I hate my job!It was freaking hot there*since it is an outdoor roadshow* and I still have to promote and effing make sure I sell as much phone as I can.The worst part was,the ppl whom in charge of my outlet complained/comment to my agent that I almost fainted this afternoon when I was working.=________=

WHAT TALKING YOU?I was being shooooo aggresive in promoting all the LG phone and he actually said that to my agent.=(.cruel him.But my agent understand the situation.Nothing big actually but I just feel that it's so unjust to me.=(..*indeed I cannot tahan the heat there,but I dont think I almost fainted lo.*


I've received a bad bad news from babe jen when I called her just now.sigh,our MOCK exam is going to be held on 18 August instead of 8 Sept.How the hell am I suppose to finish reading everything in two weeks time?=(....How the hell am I suppose to do well in my MOCK exam?argh!!!


p.s:due to this bad news,I did smill a lil while at my balcony there.I seriously cannot tahan the stressful-ness!!!tsk.Fat Sam accompanied a lil while too.haha!

Poppy club was the night!..:o..jed knows the real yiwen.But im not going to give a damn on it,cos that's just me.*actually I do la,haha*U might think Im crazy or wat?.but come on la,im only 18,oh no..17++*hehe*I need something to paint up my life a lil bit before it's too late.teehee.I know when's the right time to change,okay?


To complete a degree in law,it takes around err,5 years*without failing any of ur exams*.What if I fail?sigh.joejoe always tell me the same thing over again&again,......long way to go girl.....


yea,long way to go but there's no hindrance for me to get what I want!;)



p.s:I miss joejoe so much le.He's coming back on mon!!ah,finally!miss u la biatch!=p

Where's yi wen?

Yi Wen screwed up her own life pretty badly.

How I wish I could have the yiwen back?


Im lost!so damn lost!=(


Damn!



dont give up!I can do it.I know!!!focus!!!concentrate!!!mend it even though u screwed it up.=).U still have time to catch up everything.Stop doing things that u shouldnt do.Do the right thing!!=)

Hey you!!!!think twice before u talk!!!!bloody biatch!what u've just said to me just now, fucking make me cry!!!Im already so damn under pressure now u still fucking wanna stress me up!!what the fuck was that?what's ur fucking purpose of doing it?huh?


I ll always remember what u said to me!!!and I ll prove u wrong!!!fucking bitch!I dont care who the fuck r u,u fucking hurt me already for no reason,and u ll fucking get back from me!!!!!BITCH!!!fuck u!!! u have wasted my time crying only!!!!*agrh*

Im feeling lonely now.Mummy's not around*went back to granny's hs*,babe jennifer is going to Sarawak tmr*she's going to skip one week classes,hmm..gonna miss the fight with her in class*,brother is going to Indonesia for company trip soon.*no one's there to quarrel with me*Hmm...lonely,Ms.lonely.=(..


Anyways,I went for the my job training right after my class just now.wasting my time only,keep on briefing on the same phone.ish!!!After the training,went dinner with my bro and his gf,then home!!!fuiyoo!!By the time I reached home 12 something d!=.="....waste of my time!!!!tsk!


I skipped my english literature class today.hehe.We celebrated Michael's birthday during business studies class.=)....Happy birthday Michael!!=)..We took lots of pic but Im just too lazy to post up today.hehe.I ll post it up on monday k,since Im working on weekends.

p.s:*gasp*mummy's not around,how the hell am I supposed to go and work?=(...first choice,bloody wake up early in the morning,=(.follow my bro out.second choice,err....do I look like I have a choice?*yorrr....I want my car license now!!!=(*

Shit wei,cant wait for my November holiday break!!!tsk!


p.s:miss you.=)

TODAY,college was kinda fun.We,jen&I put a prank on Taranjit!!!!!muahahhaha!!!!gotcha!!!


Hmm..Ms.Sivanes was asking some question*orally*(one by one) in class today.Something which is so damn effing embarassing happened,

Ms.Sivanes:Michael dont have to answer*cos his group was the one who presented that particular scene*,so the one sitting beside have to answer.

Which is either me or pei yen,bloody Praveen fucking go shout my name,

Praveen:Yvonne!!!!

turned back and whispered to him.


Yvonne:shut the fuck up la..

and hmm...actually ppl behind me can really read my lips,and hmm..they lofl!!!!malu gila.....

Jen:omg!!
Yvonne:u can hear what I said just now.?.
Jen:durh...so fucking loud.
Yvonne:damn!*feel damn malu*=(





YESTERDAY.was lagi fun.meet up with joe,like as usual...we decided to study!!!yea,study!! I did okay*at least few pages la*Alex joined us later.=)woot!woot!*since when was the last time we meet up huh?*.........and hmm....Simon the so zhai!!!haha!!!....whenever I see him,my face will be in the super bad condition one!this fellow jinx me la!=p


We crapped a lot of jokes!like super lame one...berchit-chat,express it out our stressful-ness of life.

Sometimes,I do really feel like going back to high school.
miss the party call a lot.
miss the oh-must-have-breakfast-together-before-we-go-to-school.=)..
miss going to genting late night for no reason,saja wanna drive up there!
sweet memories!



p.s:RYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(......













Renunciation remains sorrow,then why the hell I still wanna let it go?

No business studies class for today.=)tee hee.I wasnt late for my law class today,but I have to sit at the back there.=.=".So,I wasnt really concentrating in class.tsk.IM SO FUCKING LOST NOW,even in Mr.Sara's class.Damn it.3 more months to our AS paper.=(...Shit shit!!!!

Im giving up.It was only a fairytale that i've been chasing up.*im so damn stupid,oh my.*But anyway,I had fun when u're around me.Maybe Im a small kid to u,but I do really love you.sounds yuck but that's true.=)hehe.the previous post sounds a lil bit mean but....hmm...dont know la.Im confused.

Okay,work was fun today.=).bumped into Alan.omg.=).small world small world.haha!He was the emcee for my first job in genting.*that's how I met him*And hmm..he's the dj for the eletrical fair today as well.

I was trying so hard for not letting them recognizing me that Im actually the yvonne that work for lg mobile.haha!but actually they recognized me!=.="wtf!even Rannie recognized me!oh well.But hello?maybe I work for LG,but it's only mobile right?not pc oso,so hmm..I think it's okay if i work for panasonic,the viera brand!=)...Alan was like,no..there's a conflict!=.=".haha!wtv!

Things doesnt always come out the way that u want it to be.
=(.
I need jennifer,jen mei,sher yin and joe!!!!!=(...but i know the only one that can turn out right now is joe,who i always smill together with!
I need some time to adapt to it..
I need some time to accept the fact that Im not the yi wen anymore.
I need YOU to be by my side now,but unfortunately u are not.=(*instead of joe,haha!!!!=p*
I need one week time to bring myself back on the track!!!..

During English Literature class,

drawn by jennifer aka pig/baby!!..*she's so sick!!!*=p
p.s:only michael can understand what's she trying to draw,michael rite?haha!!!

Im stupid!!!!=[...

Im depressed cos I did really badly in my assessment.=[...depression..mental illness which Im having it now!................ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss Jennifer so badly.=[...and I feel so lazy to study,mon got assessment for law some more!!oh shit man!!!=[..